weird thoughts lol

I have this weird thing sometimes when I type or think in my head it sounds like a whole different accent then my original accent when I talk aloud lol its silly! Because if i did the accent challenge I would so loose. Sometimes it sounds like my usual American accent but then sometimes it turns British on me and sometimes Irish. Actually sometimes when I talk it does turn into a different accent but only when I don't notice. The other day I was talking to my brother and all of a sudden I said something and it sounded Irish (forgot I said). Another thing off the topic is I don't like talking out loud. I guess you can say I'm shy. I even get shy when I talk on the phone I mean I know the other person can't see me but I still get shy. I guess it's because I have this weird thing when I talk on the phone I sound like a little girl even though I am way over 25 (not gonna tell you my real age) I sound like a 14 year old I guess which is another reason I don't talk out loud sometimes I act a little bit immature for age which is why I'm afraid to talk lol. I can see why sometimes I see some bloggers write so much I can really stop lol. Anyways I'm gonna stop or I might continue chatting about rubbish things about myself lol ta ta tally ho bye bye 再见 or Zàijiàn in Chinese lol or in German Auf Wiedersehen I dunno why I said that I must be bored!